Shakespeare has said that this world is like a stage and every men and women are playing thir respective roles.How true he was to compare this world to a stage and men and women with actors.They are playing their role so well that @ times it really becomes difficult to know their true self.They have camouflaged themselves.Perhaps they themselves have forgotten what they are at heart.
It really pisses me off when i see a person being very nice to me on my face and on my back speaking ill of me.Why don't people have guts to speak what they feel.After all they are not put on earth to please everyone.There are persons who may not be your favourite.It really tough to judge who are your well wishers and who are just passing time with you.My life is full of such experiences.Despite having all these experience,i fail to draw the fine line between my well wisher and those who are wearing mask of being good.After every bitter experience i vowed to myself that i would never repeat this mistake but next time i end up committing that mistake again.
My friends say i am a typical cancerian and therefore very submissive by nature.I trust people easily and get betrayed by them easily as well.everytime i get ready to sacrifice everything for any body.But in return what i get betrayal.It hurts most when the person for whom u are making such sarifices is not acknowledging your sacrifices.Our elders often preach us just do your bit and don't expect anything in return.but is it so easy??we are human and whenever we do anything we do expect the result of it.we love somebody in order to be loved in return........sorry to my dear elders but everytime i cant abide by the your teachings.I live in this terrestrial world then how can i embrace the ideas of celestial world. It is for mystics not for simple person like me.
Many a times i have been adviced to bring some dignity in my personality and should not let people to take me for granted.But i feel y should i change myself ??.......i should be myself its true that am being hurt this way.......@ times i feel this is what post modern period is all about just put on make up to hide yourself and give a fake smile to the world no matter if you are in your best or worst mood...just show off.Tell people what they listen from you not what you feel about them.
I am writing this article in my blog with tears in my eyes because today once again i am feeling being betrayed.i know all the sentences are fragmented but it depicts my feelings which are also fragmented.Shit
once again i have failed to unmask the person.I have just become an option for somebody,when that person is alone and lonely.......They say there is an even handed justice,if their is any then why am not getting the result of my selfless sacrifices.Why the hell am feeling miserable when i haven't done anything wrong.
This time i can say only one thing...............exhaling a deep breath "ohh God am tired,am really tired.How long i have to suffer this"
It really pisses me off when i see a person being very nice to me on my face and on my back speaking ill of me.Why don't people have guts to speak what they feel.After all they are not put on earth to please everyone.There are persons who may not be your favourite.It really tough to judge who are your well wishers and who are just passing time with you.My life is full of such experiences.Despite having all these experience,i fail to draw the fine line between my well wisher and those who are wearing mask of being good.After every bitter experience i vowed to myself that i would never repeat this mistake but next time i end up committing that mistake again.
My friends say i am a typical cancerian and therefore very submissive by nature.I trust people easily and get betrayed by them easily as well.everytime i get ready to sacrifice everything for any body.But in return what i get betrayal.It hurts most when the person for whom u are making such sarifices is not acknowledging your sacrifices.Our elders often preach us just do your bit and don't expect anything in return.but is it so easy??we are human and whenever we do anything we do expect the result of it.we love somebody in order to be loved in return........sorry to my dear elders but everytime i cant abide by the your teachings.I live in this terrestrial world then how can i embrace the ideas of celestial world. It is for mystics not for simple person like me.
Many a times i have been adviced to bring some dignity in my personality and should not let people to take me for granted.But i feel y should i change myself ??.......i should be myself its true that am being hurt this way.......@ times i feel this is what post modern period is all about just put on make up to hide yourself and give a fake smile to the world no matter if you are in your best or worst mood...just show off.Tell people what they listen from you not what you feel about them.
I am writing this article in my blog with tears in my eyes because today once again i am feeling being betrayed.i know all the sentences are fragmented but it depicts my feelings which are also fragmented.Shitonce again i have failed to unmask the person.I have just become an option for somebody,when that person is alone and lonely.......They say there is an even handed justice,if their is any then why am not getting the result of my selfless sacrifices.Why the hell am feeling miserable when i haven't done anything wrong.
This time i can say only one thing...............exhaling a deep breath "ohh God am tired,am really tired.How long i have to suffer this"
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