Goddess Durga has come to shower blessings on her devotees.She ushers in the message of peace and harmony.There is a atmosphere of festivity everywhere.People decked up their houses and pandals for her welcome.It is the best of times for children as no deadlines imposed on them to return home,no limitations to pocket money.Late night pandal hopping with friends,beloved;)......gorging on junk food,mouth watering street food which makes one forgo one's diet plan.On astami maaer bhog without which this puja is incomplete,chat over home cooked food all these make this puja so special.I take pride in calling myself Indian because it is only in India that this avalanche of festivals inculcate the spirit of community celebration in us and at the same time these festivals give us reason to celebrate all year round..
This year i shopped many branded clothes for puja and was very excited to immerse in festive spirit.I had also planned manything for pujas but by the time puja arrived all my excitement disappeared somewhere and i had not done as per plan.My mum and sis went out pandal hopping and they asked me as well to join them but i declined because i was in no mood to do that.This year my father couldn't come down to kolkata,perhaps that also kept me down during this festive season as i was missing him terribly whenever i saw any kid walking hand in hand with his/her father.it was evoking my childhood memories. In Delhi we used to go pandal hopping in cr park and i remember when he was deputed in delhi police,despite his night shift he took me out during durga puja.......we used to have great time over there.
Every year i decide to do many thing but at the end all my plans fall flat.Dnt know wats wrong with me,i only think and think and never work upon those thoughts.this goes with the title of my blog(thinking darling).Everybody was asking me for outing but deep down i was not feeling gud so i didn't go..... i know making excuses everytime will take me away from my close ones......but am not put on earth to please everyone then why the hell should i bother about what others are thinking of me.....if am not happy then i cant pretend to be happy because am extremely poor at camouflaging my feelings....let the world enjoy ,leave me to myself.........
Hope by next year everything in my life gets well and i'll be able to enjoy the puja to the fullest....
This year i shopped many branded clothes for puja and was very excited to immerse in festive spirit.I had also planned manything for pujas but by the time puja arrived all my excitement disappeared somewhere and i had not done as per plan.My mum and sis went out pandal hopping and they asked me as well to join them but i declined because i was in no mood to do that.This year my father couldn't come down to kolkata,perhaps that also kept me down during this festive season as i was missing him terribly whenever i saw any kid walking hand in hand with his/her father.it was evoking my childhood memories. In Delhi we used to go pandal hopping in cr park and i remember when he was deputed in delhi police,despite his night shift he took me out during durga puja.......we used to have great time over there.
Every year i decide to do many thing but at the end all my plans fall flat.Dnt know wats wrong with me,i only think and think and never work upon those thoughts.this goes with the title of my blog(thinking darling).Everybody was asking me for outing but deep down i was not feeling gud so i didn't go..... i know making excuses everytime will take me away from my close ones......but am not put on earth to please everyone then why the hell should i bother about what others are thinking of me.....if am not happy then i cant pretend to be happy because am extremely poor at camouflaging my feelings....let the world enjoy ,leave me to myself.........
Hope by next year everything in my life gets well and i'll be able to enjoy the puja to the fullest....
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