It is raining outside heavily and am sitting at my favourite place(my room),doing my favourite activity(blogging) with nothing on my mind to write on.Still i just love doing it because here i can be myself,without anybody to judge me or my writing skill.thats a different thing i hv given few close persons the authority to access my blog and have a look on it.I know i am not a good writer but it makes little difference to me,writting is my hobby and here i am for my own satisfaction not for any marks.............wow today's downpour has something special in it,may be it has some touches of past...oops sorry for the diversion but couldn't help it,rain has been my all time favourite.Who needs a boyfriend for company when there is beautiful rain and a book by your favourite author to curled up with:P
last few days have been hell.these days i am spending my time idly and ending up doing stupid things because it is well said "an empty brain is devil's workshop"perhaps it is true in my case as well.actually i want to do manything but can't find the way which will lead me to the place where i want to be.just a while ago i was snooping through the profile of Prof.Brinda Bose.faculty of english,Delhi Univ.What a charisma she has.whenever i see her,i start dreaming.But deep down i know i will never be able to be at such an esteemed position,still i can't help dreaming.Thats our problem is,we humans can never give up dreaming as it is our unconscious mind.Paulo Coelho has said that if you really desire something,the whole universe conspires in helping you to achieve it,but does it happen everytime??at times we put in our best efforts,but fail to achieve what we desire.
well now i am thinking i should try to change Freud's theory on dream and make my own "dream is something which never becomes reality".i am tired,fed up and frustrated.hope will get over it soon and post something sensible and worth reading....wait a second i don't know whether it will be worth reading or not but will try my level best to make it so....till then keep loving and stay loved......coz its really necessary in life,its a life support thing:))
last few days have been hell.these days i am spending my time idly and ending up doing stupid things because it is well said "an empty brain is devil's workshop"perhaps it is true in my case as well.actually i want to do manything but can't find the way which will lead me to the place where i want to be.just a while ago i was snooping through the profile of Prof.Brinda Bose.faculty of english,Delhi Univ.What a charisma she has.whenever i see her,i start dreaming.But deep down i know i will never be able to be at such an esteemed position,still i can't help dreaming.Thats our problem is,we humans can never give up dreaming as it is our unconscious mind.Paulo Coelho has said that if you really desire something,the whole universe conspires in helping you to achieve it,but does it happen everytime??at times we put in our best efforts,but fail to achieve what we desire.
well now i am thinking i should try to change Freud's theory on dream and make my own "dream is something which never becomes reality".i am tired,fed up and frustrated.hope will get over it soon and post something sensible and worth reading....wait a second i don't know whether it will be worth reading or not but will try my level best to make it so....till then keep loving and stay loved......coz its really necessary in life,its a life support thing:))
